This Is Lust

Sucking this apartment dry of all restrictions
Walking in constant circles
Bleeding in endless cycles
This is lust!!
What to call passion that won't die,
but a lack of intent to pursue anything more?
My vague idea of love?
Correct in that assumption
On target! Good eye!
In the process of learning to stutter
W-W-Waste time until the time comes
For time to be measured in fractions of a second
I haven't the attention span to appreciate
this developmental stage, these years, all these years
They crawl by and she sits still
This is lust! THIS IS LUST!!
When clarity is reached, a moment of silence is a regular experience
But here in my head, silence is worshipped
Everything is in motion and she sits still
Everyone is busy and she sits still
Begging the heart to quit racing and she sits still...
At this point, this is all I know
An idle state of mind is desired and she sits still
This is...perfection